Not in the Mood

Today for the first time I find myself lacking in patience and personal “space”. It feels like the walls are closing in on me and that there is nothing I can do about it.

Right now, I feel like I need a change of scenery, and a change of company, no offence to current company. Today we were going to do a countdown of 2 more days to go, but that of course has been extended. Jason and I spoke about it yesterday and if we were told from the start that our lock-down was going to be until end of April, our expectations and coping mechanisms would have been better. We would have stocked up on more wine, items to do more DIY projects around the house and perhaps a jigsaw puzzle or 2.

We are all allowed our “down” days, so today is mine and you know what, I am not going to feel guilty about it or apologize for it. “Down” days is what makes us human, as long as we do not stay there. 1 down day out of almost 19 means that I would have survived a 21 day lock-down without a hitch, but now here we are. 16 more days to go.

(Photo credit to Pixabuy from Pexels)

I know tomorrow will be same same, yet different different. Just take it 1 day at a time, that is all we can do!

Until next time

Love, light and positive change

Ophelia